I feel crazy.

Today has been SO weird. First of all, I don't fell 100% myself. Im taking these cleanser pills and then make my tummy hurt =/ But Im still taking them (??). I am SOOO emotional today. Ive cried like 3487 times! I feel crazy. lol My family went on a cruise this week, while I work. ugh. I love my job right now but I was super bummed I couldnt go. Oh well.
Im trying this new thing where I record:
Sleep well?
Eat right?
Workout?
Stretch?
Talk yourself up?
and then you give yourself 1-5 stars for that day.

Sunday
Sleep well? 6-7 hours
Eat right? Can't remember
Workout? Never on Sundays
Stretch? No
Talk yourself up? Yes. Preparing for clinic this week.
Stars: 2

Monday
Sleep well? 7 hours
Eat right? Great lunch. Pita Pizza dinner.
Workout? Yes
Stretch? No
Talk yourself up? A little. Maybe a "good day"
Stars: 3

Tuesday
Sleep well? 6 hours
Eat right? Great lunch. Small dinner (not feeling well)
Workout? No (bad me)
Stretch? No
Talk Yourself up? No
Stars: 1.5 =(

Wednesday
Sleep well? Yes lots of sleep.
Eat right? Very well... but not enough. Bad pattern today =(
Workout? No. Still feel like crap.
Stretch? No
Talk yourself up? Spiritually, yes. I needed to calm the crazy.
Stars: 2

So Im not doing AMAZING thats for sure. Tomorrow will be much better... Im aiming for 4 stars! =) I do pretty well with eating a really healthy lunch and I work out a consistent 3 days a week at least. I don't know.... something is lacking. Sad to say, but I think it's the amount of time I dedicate to the one thing that matters... Jesus. I need to pick it up. I will.
Im still stoked about Hawaii, as I have been looking at places to stay and tryin to figure it all out. YEA!!!! I am currently trying to download "Over the Rainbow" by Israel Kawakawiwo? The Hawaiian version, but my phone is a piece of poo.
More to come. LOTS to look forward to!!!!